"outside the air is getting thinner, but..."

from i'll count to heaven in years without seasons by bedbug

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it feels like the winter
feels like it's colder
I feel a lot
the middle of december
The birds are gone from
All their bird spots
I’m sure I like you, I felt too small
turns out that something is living
vicariously through me
my nectar filled belly, is still seeping out honey
The swamps have been drained and they tell me they miss me
but what good is missing when alone I am nothing
alone i feel nothing, i wish i felt something
I just wanna go back to sleep i wanna climb a tree and eat the leaves
i just wanna be led astray and no one ever will find me
Let me out I've grown so much you know
My body's older it's been rusting in the sun
*going on a long trip
im bad at endings
never gonna come back
never getting better
tell my dad i’ll miss him
tell my mom its okay
im bad at endings
I’m never getting better*
I'm taking a break from
my body, for good
I'm taking my soul and
Going home alone
if i got smaller grew wings flew away ffor good
id take u with me i’d always be home
all of the seasons remind me of you
looks like their leaving and I’m going too

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from i'll count to heaven in years without seasons, released January 19, 2018

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like a phoenix i've arisen from my own ashes and now i'm 27

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